Well, tomorrow it will happen. I have to leave the baby and go back to work. Yes I know she has been "trying" daycare for the past 2 days, but somehow it is different. Today I am home and can go run to get her and just sit with her on my lap if I wanted. Tomorrow I won't be home or even 5 minutes away from her. Maybe it is also because I know I will never again be on maternity leave just cuddling my baby all day. (and that is a FACT!!)
The boys both went to daycare/babysitters etc, but it doesn't make it any easier. The past 16 weeks have FLOWN by and I cannot believe my daughter (still sounds silly to say that) is off to hang out with her new "friends." I don't look forward to the extra layer of hectic that going back to work will add, but what can we do? It is necessary and I even quite like having adult conversations from time to time. Remind me of that when I am whining about having to work in the future.
Anyways, that is all for now!
